I want to die today...

Useless, hopeless, just harming every one around me... I wish I just would never wake up again.

I am so tired.

Tired to fight. Tired to fight so much, not knowing what am I fighting for.

What am I fighting for?

Who am I?

What do I want?

Can I be ME and get what I want without harming every one around me?

What am I fighting for?

I want to die. I want to fly. Forever.

But I can't.