21.05.12

How to get on the road to anorexia.

That's another how to guide, but I will write it on some other day. I think I know a little bit and fortunately by now not yet too much of it. I hope I will never find out more. Anyway....

Today counting day 13. I am proud of myself.

 Somehow I expect a big miracle on day 14, that's partially what keeps me going, my psycholog told me when you manage 14 days, you are almost out of B and if you manage 14 days twice in a row (so 28 days) then you are really really almost out :) So I hope for the big miracle, but I can fell there will not be any big miracle, I can feel the change creeping inside my soul slowly, and sometimes it scares the shit of me and sometimes it makes me happy.

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